Ah lif e one minute youre Kicked out of drama for being a little jerk, the next youre wining best actor in the eighth grade one act plays.


Possesoins,things,stuff.Its got me.I whish someone would break into my house and steal every thing I own.I realy do,because iI dont have the strenght to let it go on my own.I love my Star wars colection.Thats right a bunch of two cent plastics molded into the image of the cariters and ships from a movie,and I love it.IF I didnt love those things then the thoght of getting rid of the wouldent make mme sad would it.And what good is it , it colects dust, when people come over they get to say "I cant believe youre wife let you do this( meanwile half of them have all girly rooms with flowers and sutch, culturaly the american wife gets to decorate the bedroom).Realy if I wke up tomorrow and it was all gone I feel like I wouldent even bat a eye but I cant bring myself to get rid of it.By the way I think its sick that I love those things.But im just kind of trying to acknowlge my sickness.The things I could have created with the time and money ive put into that collection,I am an artist after all.I once had the thought of getti ng rid ofmy starwars colection and the if there was a Caricter or ship in hte movie that i peerticularly liked I would do a paiting or sculpture of it ,Use my facinationwith this to fuel my art .I think there a force out there,Satin or just human nature that is pushing my generation to not grow up.Its relitively cuturaly ecsepitable for grow men to buy toys, lots of them! in fack there are now Adult toys,Mcfarlane has a line of toys called tortured souls, there a bunch of people being cut open and disemboweled and what not ,...fun.Any way i have no piont aperantly,but please come steal my toys.(not realy i like then to much).

Hey kenny can i play galaxies now?

"Nothing?..NOTHING TRA LA LA !"

Ah life ,one minute youve got your shamu from sea word the next, your youngest daughter picks that a her suvineer from sea world.


Jim sullivan inspirse me.


"fewer clients, less money"

ah life ,one minute youre climbing the greatests climbing trees that ever lived in youre front yard,the next the people that move in after you top them,and the take them out all together.

I have carpul tunnel syndrome,no big deall but it could be. i have to were braces when i sleep so my wrist stay in the nuetral position,and i have to take motrin 3 times a day for anti inflamitory.

tape girl was a chick who was only whereing two vertical strips of electical tape for a shirt.

"my love for you is like a truck.. berserker....would you like some makeing fuck...berseker"

Ah life one minute youre care free and happy,the next youre worried you need a tripple bypass or need to have youre hand amputated.


So ive been experiencing numbness in my hanrds for about two weeks now and ive got a docters apointment at three thirty today to get checked out.THe pinky finger and ring fingers of my hands feel like when your in the last stages of you hand having fallen asleep.A little tingly a little numb,the pinky more than the ring finger.Alos the palm area just blow the pinky cind of as if my pinky extended all the way to my wrist.I havent been to the docter in scince, well ,never so im a little freaked out about he hole thing.My diet ids about 90% fast food.literaly. so thats not good.yah well yah.OK so ill let yah know how it goes latter tonight.

"you can't take it back, its already out there"

Ah life one minute youre hangin with F. andrew mike T and Jason at the San Deigo comic con, the next youre waching "tape girl" walk by.


The San diego comic con ,I almost didnt go this year.That would have been a huge mistake.The last four years, this being the fith, ive gone to the con with my buddies,Andy and Jerry.every year we say well well try this and then if that dosnt work we probably shouldnt do this again next year becaause we dont make any money ,we break even if were lucky.This year jerry stayed true to that and if Cheryl haddent decided to go this year I probably would have gone the way of jerry.BUT i diddnt and agian San deigo has revitalized me.Its a freekin paridise there!Also after five years there are people that im geniunely happy to see that I would never see agian if I didndt go.John "bean",and terry Hastings,Doc,karen,kevin,Tom,And all those faces that I see every year, the guy that dresses like alvin from the chipmuncks,Raven,And a slew of other just recognizeable faces

When I was picking up our temporary tax id permit I met a man from Italy whos been comming to the con for the last twenty years.

Tuesday night Cheryl and i took the girls to the beach.The ocean is big.I chased the tide with emma an wadded in tto my shorts with loredana.The photos of Cheryl and the girls chasing the tide should be beuitiful.After the sun went down into a brick wall of fog we decided to eat at one of the beach front resturants.I picked pizza,Big suprize.the pizza place was called Fatboy pizza and it was strait out of a movie.First the slices were Pee Wee herman size! the crust was a foot across and to the tip of the pizza had to be a foot and a half, thats one slice,thats 2.90$.so i orderd three slices for my family filled the drink and sat down. As I was sitting a drop of watter hit my head,I thought ,old building+ beach = leaky roof. I looked up and there was a driping wet surf bord on a rack above my head.Cheryl then told me that a guy had just came in hung up the bord grabed a skate bord and skated away.I told you it was strait out of a movie.Latter another guy came in wereing a wet siut and di the same thing but put on an apron and started working it was awsome DUDE!,

Lots more happed that I will talk about soon ,like tape girl, lets call this SD CC part one.

"You dont want to steal from me,...F words !"

Ah life,one minute youre tryin to think of a clever"one minute" opener to write,the next still nothin.


Cheryl and i whent and saw pirates of the caribian.Its a fun movie,Jonny Dep is so cool,hes just cool.Has he ever sucked in any thing?

Loredana got her first hiar cut today and big suprize....Shes adorible!

kenny saw a scorpion in our garrage, crap.Thats not even a bug its like a monster or somthing.

Hung out with mark for the first time in a long time,it was too short ,hes got a new dog,chiuwawa or something verry cute,and he,s got the coolest lookig computer ive ever seen its like seethough and blue and crome ,wierd.

The boyds get back in a couple of days and the one day latter we leave for SD

I saw a piture of chewbaca from eps III ,dang its two years away and thier already teasing me with photos.

suns commin up

"Megatron must be stoped......no matter the cost."

ah,Life one minute your playing starwars galaxies, the next youre playing star wars galaxies.

So i was survaing for some scriloniun,yeah and then this minnor wort attaced me,but i finnaly figured out leveling,my cussor was stuck in first person , walked all the way from ankorhead to WayFar,need to find a brawling trianer,me and Asci and Ava and deanel and akss took out some banthas,fiugerd out hoew to group chat,took my first shuttle ,cant belleve kellys building houses already,know i know how to make ,activate and deactivate waypionts,still dont have a friends list,i need to type faster,got incapastated by a scrug,made my first pair of pants,need more coffee,dang I dont have enuf money to level,why the heck wont my chick run!,servers down dang, neet I made a chance cube, WHat time is it,?Sweet its only two am,ok just one more unit of copper and Ill go to bed,one hour later.
IT is no joke this freekin game is crack. twice in the last week ive been up till 4am once til almost 6am an the only resone i stoped was the sever was being shut down for maintance.Its consuming,Im usualy thinking about it.Im sick but the cure is more starwars.It was nice knowing all of you, Im going to try and finish the "Order of the Phoenex" tonight, but its always there in the back of my mind, just one hour doug, you could reach domestic crafting II, Just one more hour.


"With each passing moment you make youreself more my slave, you like you're father are now MINE!"

Ah life,one minute youredeciding to pull youre first all nighter on StarWars gallaxies, the next you get a message that the servers going to shut down in ten minutes for updates.


Sleep who needs it?I havent stayed upo all night in quite some time.My friend adam met me in the computer world and we hung out and talked.I need to learn to type faster.Im reading the new harry potter book,its good.The books are ten thousand times better than the movies(I didnt like the first one so I havent even seen the second)I love the books.Im back on coffie and lovein it

I went to the world premier of Leage of extrodinary gentelmen on monday at the Venitian.It was pretty coll because the movie was in the C2K show room,so they had a bar and what not.Its cind of wierd watching a movie staring sean conory when hes in the same room(I never saw him or any other celebs because i was seated underneeth the balcony they were sitting on).Its hard to judge wether or not you actualy like the movie becouse there is sutch a positive vibe in the crowd.I geus it was an OK movie.cool efects but these day thats standerd.I liked learning the dorian grey ledgend(a portriat of him grows old but he never does,and he cant be killed.neat.

"and Im not talkin about in no papper cup Im talkin about a glass of beer"