Ah life,one minute youre in kindergarden, the next youre daughter is.


Today was emmas first day of kidergarden.She didnt cry but cheryl did.

Ramon came over last night, hes cool, his friend had some bad ass tatoos.

Two towers comes out tomorrow,nine thirty showing at the house,be there or be a goofuss

I wached Bowling for Colimbine, Americans are we nuts about guns or just plian nuts, see the movie.

Starsider sucks, but whater ya gonna do?

Almost one month till my birth day ,thirty,everyones invited.

"AHH the pressure....of a name..........Cinderfuckinrella"

AH life,one minute your bligy bling,and the next baca bang bang


Just finneshed the first two run thoughs of five dollar funny. this has beaan aaawsome.the planing the meatings,the rehersals,its all comin together and it will suck if only thinty people show but those thiry people are gonna get a freakin SHIZNOW.The amazing talent of the people involved blows me away.its realy been great to work this hard with my friends.It will be nice to see my wife and kids agian when is over.

TWo weeks veggie and still feelin fine.

Still thinkin about tatooing, i need to stop thinkin and take action,...after five dollar.

"AHH Jonny fuckin Utah sorry man didnt mean to get in yer face"

Ah lifeone minute youre being a compleat jack ass, the next youre an asshole.

This is a cheep ass blanket apology to my wife and house mates,i was acting like a jerk last night,at least i fealt like i was.thats the wierd part,was i ?or did i just feel like a jerk.Idont often get afected by chemical imbalance,but last night i felt powerless to stop acting like an idiot. I wanted despatly to stop but i couldent, then lieing on my bed, i head a cat meow,i jumped up to chase it away and the fog started to lift.wierd.

I realy love my family and friends.weve got lots of history.


"AHH now this i havent seen in years this is wounderful,Its a bandis boobis, snarfblat,now the snafblat dates back to pehistoric times whne humans would sit around and stare at each other all day,nya verry borring,so the hummans invented this snarfblat to create beutiful music , alowe me...."

Ah life one minute youre workin at the red rock theater in the snack bar ,the next it dosnt even exsist any more.


Tonight i had the privilage of being killed by a dark jedi masters light saber.
like five times.


"I killed them I killed them all, and not just the men, but the weomen and the children too, thier animals and i slauterd them like animals!"

Ah life, one minute youre driveing twenty miles late night to youre booth at the mall to do some rearanging,the next youre driveing home besause youre to stupid to have messured and the idea wont work.


Im verry proud of my wife.
I think she gets underestimated.
She kicks ass.


"Im gonna go bust a cap in some B-words"

Ahh life one mintute youre cramed in a pen so small you cant even turn around, the next youre danglin frome your foot and hey whats that guy soaked in blood dooin with that giant kni..

So I just fineshed fat food nation. ita a book about you geussed it fast food.mostly. Any way its about the supper corpatizing and mecanizing of the meat industry,at least thats the part of the book that struck me.After hearing the working conditions of slauter houses and just the sheer mass of cattle slautered.its the mass prodution of it that freaks me out.I whated Peta' Meet your meat last night and it had some fairly distubing immages but it unfortunately felt to much like propaganda.I was botherd by what i saw but i think maybe thouse images wherent standed every day, maybe they where.I dont think that the killing of animals for any use is nesasaily wrong or a sin but the cruelty invoved was ahh....realy foul and realy just hard to imagine how a human gets to the desensitized place where they can do that stuff,well i geuss it shouldednt be so shocking weve done it to other humans before so whats a few million animals.I dont know if ive decided to give up animal products all together but i think if your are going to eat meat you should see meet your meat and say Ok thats the reality and im still going to eat hte way i eat.Its the hidding of what goes on that bothers me,the keeping it aout of veiwso that i dont have to think about the reality aof where my food comes from.I have friend who are good at knowing and seeing that stuff and then just saying Yah thats it thats how it is ,I like steak,there just animals and the strong subjegate the weak.Im ok with that if a person is totaly aware or the meat to mouth prosses.Rambling.

this blog had too many big words, im not smart and thouse words just sound dumb.

"Thats some pig"